I've Found Your Love Lost in the Sky

so last night was the My American Heart show in Hollywood, which was great (and a dream come true for Jenn might i add!) hehehehe
i'll spare you the details suffice it to say that our little Mac is growing up. now grow some bigger balls! :T Mark can't make all the moves for you forever! hahaha awww... i love it. and i miss it on my part.


i miss that feeling of meeting someone new and getting to know them. it's like putting puzzle pieces together while simultaneously guessing what the picture actually looks like. i'm looking to open more doors for myself in the near future, so that i can have more. always wanting more. FML! (shhh.)

i feel like if i really worked hard at it, i can really make a lot of good changes. and this is now a PLAN, not an empty wish. please!



Jenn leaves for Australia tomorrow, and she'll be gone for an entire month! so tonight's her farewell dinner, which i'm going to miss. i'm gonna be in L.A. (again) for the Bjork show. tonight is also Lizz's 21st birthday dinner. i'm missing out on so much "festivity-ness" tonight!! i think a part of the reason why i'm going to the show is to avoid having to choose between 2 dinners. also because the show is a more exclusive invite, so my presence probably means more?
i always complain that i never get enough time to just spend alone at home, but it's ME that makes these plans and promises. what the FUCK?! i need more time!!



here at work...
the coughing thing here at the office is still happening. it's making me self-conscious to cough.

OH! so today, hahaha, i tripped when i was walking up the stairs to the Accounting Dept. hahahaha nobody saw it but it was so funny -- and LOUD. it was loud. i bet they heard me. hahaha seriously, it was funny. i giggled and ran up the stairs like nothing happened. i bet everyone thinks i'm crazy.


and yeah, i still have no friends. you would think that i would, being that it's my 9th week here, but i don't. i really wonder if i ever will... oh yum, the suspense is killing me.



2 more hours to freedom; to Bjork; to seeing my friends afterwards; to saying goodbye to Jennifer Macasieb.


i can't wait! :)



for Jenn to leave.

hahahaha. just joshing.