Merry Christmas to Me!

for this Christmas, i am getting myself an iPod Classic and 2 tattoos :)


i am SO EXCITED.
you don't even understand.

the iPod is already paid for and is going to be delivered within 5 days.
then i'm going to rape David's and Vince's iTunes libraries.

plus, i have finally made up my mind about what tats i want, and i'm going to go to David's tattoo artist for them.
i've pretty much already finalized my sketch for the feather one. it's going to look like a mixture of a realistic feather and a pictogram depiction.


oh! so i found my MacBook! hahaha it was in my room where i last left it.
yeah... it was missing for a while... i knew that it was in my room, but i still couldn't find it for, like, a year!
most people probably wouldn't lose a laptop in their own room, but somehow i managed to do so... but of course, even though it's found, it's still pretty much BROKEN. oh well, the important thing is that i FOUND it!
now that i'm not in school anymore, a laptop would be obsolete in my life. i'm rarely on the computer outside of work anyway.

i used to think that i was going to be that person forever.
that person who's always working away on her MacBook/iBook/WhateverTheFuck Apple comes out with. too bad. i said goodbye to that life. i realized that it's not what i want after all.

i'd rather enjoy art for the rest of my life, instead of hating it because i can't meet a deadline.
i don't mind the criticism i get for "quitting". none of that really matters as long as i'm happy with where i'm at.
i don't know what i wanna "do with my life" just yet. i believe it will just come to me as i continue to make the most out of every day, learn, and grow.



gah, the holidays just make me so happy :)