The Downside to Civility

i currently have no "enemies".

well, no active ones at least.
it's so boring!

as much as i detest drama, i do miss the fun in it.
i'm not one to get involved in shit, but life feels so bland without it :\ i have an urge to stir things up. but then again, i hate drama. haha


dammit!

and i'm not complaining; i'm just expressing how i feel :)



why do we always want what we can't have, even when it's not good for us?
shame on me :T