Good Morning

It's currently 5:25AM right now. I took an unexpected nap some hours back, which subsequently resulted in me waking up at around 2:15AM to my dogs barking wildly. I don't think I'm going to sleep again before I start my day so I figured I'd just blog. I was just watching a scene from "Dan in Real Life" where Dan has just met the female lead of the film, and they are getting to know each other over breakfast. Seems so simple and sweet. I wish I had friends or family who lived in a small town with little cafes and book stores, just so I could visit every so often and take a break from the life here. Time just seems to fly by so quickly. I don't want to miss it and not even realize it. It's already April, for goodness sake!

I feel like I've devoted most of my past few years to other people. I'm barely starting to come into the picture, yet I don't know what I can do for myself. There is still a lot of work to be done though. I am both optomistic (of fruition) and terrified (of failure). So I just keep laughing.