We All Have Them

- i'm afraid to strike up conversations because i'm not interesting. that's why i ask a lot of questions.
- Paramore is my sad music.
- i believe in love, but i don't think it believes in me.
- i have really bad memory, and i hate it when people hold it against me when i forget something about them, like it was intentional.
- i pretend to not know certain things that i do know because i don't like the responsibility of possessing that information.
- i pretend to believe people's lies because i don't want them to look stupid.
- i have difficulty registering numbers in their correct sequences.
- there's a friend of mine who's completely oblivious to the fact that i know she takes my ideas and words, and uses them as her own.
- i used to get lost in Costcos and Wal-Marts all the time as a child, so much so that my family eventually stopped looking for me, and i'd wander around the store in tears until i found them on my own. i deserved that.
- i still don't know what career i want to pursue.
- i have no pity for people who pity themselves.
- i'm genuinely interested in the things people tell me, but sometimes i get the feeling that they think i'm faking it.
- i have the most Polaroids of my dog, Baby, than of anyone/thing else.
- i tailgate cars when they've angered me, even though i think it's the most immature thing ever.
- i dislike my laugh. it's crass and gaudy.
- i spend more money on my friends than i do on my actual family, and i want to change that.
- people always say that they understand the reasons why i stopped going to school, but i know they don't because they always say, "don't worry, you'll go back one day."
- i think everyone is beautiful.