i haven't blogged in a while, contrary to the fact that i've had ever so much to say. i've written 2 entries that i never posted, which ultimately faced the "delete" button. i might have been too big of a coward to admit to myself and to whoever actually reading this blog that i've been feeling vulnerable. that and the fact that i couldn't really put everything into words, just groans and whiny noises. i was mired in my own negativity, feeling disgusted, confused, and scared. a cliché state of mind when you think everything's falling apart. but that's all over now, i believe. it's been a few days, and i've gained some perspective. i realized that things aren't half (nay, not even 1/4) as bad as my female mind had made them out to be. i definitely feel more like myself. more positive.
i feel a little silly for feeling so low in the past week or so.
i hate when i get all Moody Judy up on others.
and for that, je demande pardon.
16 years ago
2 comments:
Moody Judy. hahaha i like that.
you're not a stupid baby.
we're all gonna get really low and high and low.. haha. no pun intended.
we're searching and looking for ourselves all the time. and there's still a lot of growing to do as a person and adult.. can you believe we're not even close to 25 yet. well, kinda.. but our minds change dramatically over the time of now till then.
hello, roller coaster.
<33 you
we're all in it together.
to help out and stufffffff
nah mean?
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