Willpower

I don't really believe in New Year resolutions, since I feel that if you want to change something, there's no reason to wait for a new year to do it. But this year is different, I suppose. I've been fed up with myself for quite some time now, and I need to seize this opportunity of making a new start. I've gotten so sloppy. Attempts to change have been made, but they're still in their beginning stages and cannot be judged yet. To start, I've been cleaning my room. Bit by bit everyday. I've already gotten rid of that horrific desk that took up so much space. That felt good. I need to rid things. Like Oprah said, when you rid your environment of clutter, your life and body will eventually follow suit. I think this is it. I think 2009 is the year. If I do not succeed, and I wind up feeling the same about myself a year from now, I will go up a really tall building and jump off. Kiddingggggg.