Tampon

my heart is like a tampon.




i bottle up my feelings like they're bergina blood, in fear that they will come out and make a mess everywhere.

i want my life to be simple and happy, and that's why i hold back certain feelings of... fondness.


it bugs me because it's all i can think about sometimes.
and i'm being completely, boldly honest here.



i want to escape from it so badly.
while at the same time, i want to these thoughts to become reality.




:(